So I'm out.
I might want to come on here again later, and if I do I'm going to be under a different name or whatever...
Sorry guys.
Tissss been great.
I just didn't want to disappear from here forever, cause I like you all and the things you do.


dead skini'm chewing on barbed wiredead skin
from scratching myself from head to toe, soon to be
nothing more than dead skin and scabs.
peel me off fast suck the blood and leave with a scar.
i
want to call you, i can see the phone but my fingers are too swollen to dial, afraid of what you might say. 'our life'
seems more like 'your life' and i like it that way, i'm too tired to think for myself anymore, but you're tired of thinking for us both and now i'm left
empty headed, chewing on this goddamn barbed wire.
&nbs


the month of may.may seemed to last months and days at the same time. may brought me to extremes,the month of may.
to my knees,
sometimes literally.
I wanted to say "I love you" everyday but I didn't.
when I think of may I think of
twigs snapping,
bitterness, and happiness,
sometimes all three at once. I hated it but
I wouldn't change a thing-
not ever- because now I know
we can get through anything.


what we did not say.I waited for you and my skin shifted. (black, blue, purple day onewhat we did not say.
day two day three)
when you came back to me,
I gratefully
silenced your words with my kisses,
showered on your jaw line& brow so you did not have to say you were sorry, so I did not have to pretend to believe you.
-
what you did not say: I'll do it again.
what I did not say: I know.


pixie dustwe would breath life to fairies-pixie dust
you poured magic like pixie dust into my outstretched palms.
I was a little girl in your presence and we had a gift but refused
to nurse it. we raised it
to be a monster, not unlike yourself- it twisted and bled under our sheets,
became a nightmare.
you hadn't dreamt in months, anyway, and yet you couldn't bring yourself to kill our being.
.
why waste my time when I could waste yours?


attention. please.you said there's nowhere you'd rather beattention. please.
boy should I have stopped to think on that but my breath was caught and I was busy in the back of your throat pushing past words we spoke expecting my own exhalation any moment
had I only suspected those sighs weren't mine paid proper interest to insides instead of insisting that sunset & sunrise were practically proof of perpetual motion
now frankly I'm all worn out on warnings and waiting on best wishes head full of preferred perspective (you're mine) but your m


Dizzy Up The GirlThe heat of your breath is enthralling as I know it leads to soft lipsDizzy Up The Girl
that seem to sit and memorize mine. What a sensation they cause,
leaving mine numb, prickling as my blood flows
to a new location within my body. My back arches, unable to breathe, exhilerated, mesmerized, frozen. And all at once I'm dizzy.
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"...I'm gonna love you till the heavens stop the rain, I'm gonna love you till the stars fall from the sky for you and I." - Jim Morrison
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I can't find you, stay where you are...
---Hail Eris. Fuck you---
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new deviantart: [link]
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hold on to me darling, I've got nowhere else to go...
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i write. this is what i want.
and sometimes i write lyrics for boy bands.
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