So I'm out.
I might want to come on here again later, and if I do I'm going to be under a different name or whatever...
Sorry guys.
Tissss been great.
I just didn't want to disappear from here forever, cause I like you all and the things you do.


dead skini'm chewing on barbed wiredead skin
from scratching myself from head to toe, soon to be
nothing more than dead skin and scabs.
peel me off fast suck the blood and leave with a scar.
i
want to call you, i can see the phone but my fingers are too swollen to dial, afraid of what you might say. 'our life'
seems more like 'your life' and i like it that way, i'm too tired to think for myself anymore, but you're tired of thinking for us both and now i'm left
empty headed, chewing on this goddamn barbed wire.
&nbs


the month of may.may seemed to last months and days at the same time. may brought me to extremes,the month of may.
to my knees,
sometimes literally.
I wanted to say "I love you" everyday but I didn't.
when I think of may I think of
twigs snapping,
bitterness, and happiness,
sometimes all three at once. I hated it but
I wouldn't change a thing-
not ever- because now I know
we can get through anything.


what we did not say.I waited for you and my skin shifted. (black, blue, purple day onewhat we did not say.
day two day three)
when you came back to me,
I gratefully
silenced your words with my kisses,
showered on your jaw line& brow so you did not have to say you were sorry, so I did not have to pretend to believe you.
-
what you did not say: I'll do it again.
what I did not say: I know.


pixie dustwe would breath life to fairies-pixie dust
you poured magic like pixie dust into my outstretched palms.
I was a little girl in your presence and we had a gift but refused
to nurse it. we raised it
to be a monster, not unlike yourself- it twisted and bled under our sheets,
became a nightmare.
you hadn't dreamt in months, anyway, and yet you couldn't bring yourself to kill our being.
.
why waste my time when I could waste yours?


we just need to feelI guess I was the hallway girl who gave you narcolepsy, I ran through you at three-thousand miles an hour, I ran through you mid sentencewe just need to feel
and you could not speak
as well as I wanted you to.
Fall in love with me, I have loud speakers for pores and I cannot hear you
under the volume of the love bite where
my heart beat used to be. Hold candle light to my chest and do not burn me even though I want you to. I'm the handstand girl
in your playground, in your lake in your ice-cream van, in the mirror on your wall
opening and closing my summer leg


the view from the third story.the thing i remember most about loving him [and this sounds trite] is how soft his body was how it was warm and whitethe view from the third story.
smooth and unscathed until it met my fingernails [and in fact] lots of him was unscathed before we collided before i
sashayed into his life and turned it into a wrecking ball fashion show.
now the dust starts settling in the vast expanses between our breathing and we become more foreign
to one another and to ourselves.
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"Simplicity don't need to be greased." - Billie Joe Shaver
Michi
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Everything looks better from inside a motorcycle helmet!
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"...I'm gonna love you till the heavens stop the rain, I'm gonna love you till the stars fall from the sky for you and I." - Jim Morrison
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I can't find you, stay where you are...
---Hail Eris. Fuck you---
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new deviantart: [link]
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Love is my favorite food.
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i write. this is what i want.
and sometimes i write lyrics for boy bands.
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